just thoughts…

Tooooo  much going on this week. Sick kids, 2 on antibiotics with strep throat.  Then the Cody got a seizure…  That was scary, scared me and the kids more than anything.  It is weird to write like this …put it out there for all to see.  I hesitate.. I think it goes way back.  Being a survivor of child sexual abuse, you are very careful what you present to the world.  The old thinking of, Someone could use it against you…  It amazing how long that stuff hangs on.  I talk a lot about the issues around child sexual abuse and prevention…  but to start to write about it? It is like pulling teeth for me.  I can feel my insides responding to this unsafe, new territory.  But on I go, it is safe, it is good for me.  This is my latest challenge.  I also wonder if I can create a nice page out of all this here.  I need to take time to sort through what is available.  Hoping to start to promote myself…sort of.  Or my message rather.  To speak to adults about child sexual abuse prevention.   So much that we can do.  People are just so afraid to talk about it.

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2 Responses to just thoughts…

  1. qnaoflife says:

    Hey I feel you! Sometimes we dare not to say so much about ourselves, because someone nasty might use that against us and make us stumble on our very own words. But I guess in life we have to risk something, because if we don’t, we never truly live. Keep up the good work~ :)

  2. Svava says:

    Thank you! You are so right about that. For too long I was what I thought others wanted me to be…also to hide my secret..now it is my turn. Finally being me! Thank you for the reminder!

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